She said

"I am not sure of your feelings for me"

Never stop trying

Asher Book - Try

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me.




A perfect song to remind yourself to never stop.

Damn Lost

Not even Google Maps can find me.

2009

End of a 5 day break from work. Have to say, I miss working. Time passes faster, and I actually do feel more productive. (Not that my work is really that fulfilling)

Let's talk about work first. Had my year end review, and grade was really bad. There were various reasons given and offered to me, but none of them satisfactory. It irks me to think that the grading wasn't done entirely by one's performance but partly based on other factors out of one's control. On those points that I am lacking, yes, I admit my flaws. Others, well, all I can say is try again next year. When I first knew my grade, I was unable to disguise my shock and wasn't able to comprehend the situation. In retro sight, it would have been better I had not shown such a spectacular display of disbelief and confusion on my face. Whatever it is, I have got to live with it. After all, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger ( Or maybe you are just plain lucky)

Had a good run with 2009. Got a job with decent salary, still having the same girlfriend, family is great. Things are good in general. But never take things for granted, and I believe one has to work really hard. But yea, Life is Great ( Line stolen from Great Eastern)

I know my thoughts are all over the place, but I will just pen down the first thing that comes to my mind.


New year resolutions?

1. Financial Planning
1.1 Trade
1.2 Business

2. Fulfill secret resolutions with her. Written on paper, and posted on my wall. Physical wall. Don't bother looking at my Facebook.

3. Meet up with old friends.

4. Actually win the big sweep.





And most importantly, be happy.